Today actually turned out to be an ok day, considering all my plans fell through due to this crappy weather :( was planning on having lunch w/ Shawnee which would of been great considering since I've had Ella I no longer have a social life, but it's all worth it :) soo instead of getting out in this crap me and Ella hung out at home in our Jammie's all day, loved every minute of playing with her:) I think I'm a little obsessed with her:) I've been a little more obsessed and attached to her here more lately being that its finally hit me this is my last baby... Happy :) and sad :(..
Yesterday I actually went to get a dye test done to see if my tubes were closed from the Adiana procedure I had done in October, but of course my doctor gets called to a delivery, just my luck.. I was hoping to get it done with and move on from this reminder that I won't be having anymore babies .. Don't get me wrong it was my decision and I know I Dont want anymore but... It's just a strange feeling, hard to explain... Anyways... I'm beginning to think that's why I want to spend every minute with Ella, I don't wanna miss out on anything she does...
sooo I'm very much looking forward to the weekend... I love weekends.. No school for the boys so I actually get to see them, well if I can pry them away from the video games that is.. This weekend we are actually getting a sitter and going out for dinner and drinks, doesn't happen often...so I'm looking forward to a few glasses of wine:) I'm sure all you moms know how much us mamas need a glass of wine every now and then :)
Well this got to be pretty long and full of nothing but rambling, lol... I'm thinking I need to leave my hole and socialize more....well goodnight.. I'm sure after my weekend I'll be back to ramble on some more...
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